At my weirdo college, they have recently decided that standardized
tests mean nothing at all, or something, and it was already a college
full of anxiety-prone people with ADD and hyperfocus. We planned an
individual research project for every single class and then wrote a
large research paper in addition to whatever normal five-paged papers we
wanted to do.
The only time I ever dropped a class for too much research was when I
tried to take Italian level 2 and I realized that in addition to all
the drama of learning a language (which involved a shit ton of extra
work because this was Sarah Fucking Lawrence style which meant extra
everything at all times, so basically everything involved with Italian
1) there was also a 20 page paper expected. I mean, that was SLC in a
nutshell, but basically I was all, “Talk to the Hand,” and dropped the
class.
Anyway, I love research, and that was the ONLY time I ever balked at
it. One time, though, I was interviewing for a class at SLC, which you
also had to do there, and I told a teacher I wanted to research the
importance of snakes in world religions. He totally axed me from the
potential roster.
In honor of this blog, though, I’m totally gonna do the research for
this damn paper I never got to write. I won’t put it in academe
language, though, because I forgot how to do that. Sort of on purpose.
But I’ll just quietly do the research, because the Internet is big now
and there are a lot of interesting books. And I like snakes. And that
will be a cool side project to make me feel smart in the face of a lot
of bullshit.
That’s pretty much who I am, really, someone who soldiers through
being underestimated, pigeon-holed, mistreated, and legally
discriminated against by listening to a LOT of music, doing a LOT of
research, and writing irritated letters and FB posts. ;) A couple of
irritated letters are turning into notes and phone calls that nobody is
expecting. So I’m busy with that, and should not blog until the notes
and phone calls are kinda if not done then at least in progress. That
doesn’t mean that’s going to be the case, though.
Stuff that’s gonna be on this blog: Irishness, writer and reader
geekery, snakey geekery, science geekery, Jewishness, disability, word
nerdness (coined phrases), bears, snark, sarcasm, probably some stuff
about cats because this is the Internet, and possibly some plugs for my
other blog that is not my personal one in cases where it is relevant to
the discussion.
I’m trying to do Facebook less and Practice Being a Writer. I have
this series I am planning, you see, and I need to exercise writer brain.
ETA: This is a copy of a blog that I was keeping at Wordpress but that wasn't working. I have my disability and faith blog at Wordpress and this blog here at Blogspot, despite the fact that I really hate Google. It's here for the moment, anyway, because I like the features of these two sites, and like sites like LiveJournal/Dreamwidth worse.
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