At my weirdo college, they have recently decided that standardized 
tests mean nothing at all, or something, and it was already a college 
full of anxiety-prone people with ADD and hyperfocus. We planned an 
individual research project for every single class and then wrote a 
large research paper in addition to whatever normal five-paged papers we
 wanted to do.
The only time I ever dropped a class for too much research was when I
 tried to take Italian level 2 and I realized that in addition to all 
the drama of learning a language (which involved a shit ton of extra 
work because this was Sarah Fucking Lawrence style which meant extra 
everything at all times, so basically everything involved with Italian 
1) there was also a 20 page paper expected. I mean, that was SLC in a 
nutshell, but basically I was all, “Talk to the Hand,” and dropped the 
class.
Anyway, I love research, and that was the ONLY time I ever balked at 
it.  One time, though, I was interviewing for a class at SLC, which you 
also had to do there, and I told a teacher I wanted to research the 
importance of snakes in world religions.  He totally axed me from the 
potential roster.
In honor of this blog, though, I’m totally gonna do the research for 
this damn paper I never got to write. I won’t put it in academe 
language, though, because I forgot how to do that. Sort of on purpose. 
But I’ll just quietly do the research, because the Internet is big now 
and there are a lot of interesting books.  And I like snakes.  And that 
will be a cool side project to make me feel smart in the face of a lot 
of bullshit.
That’s pretty much who I am, really, someone who soldiers through 
being underestimated, pigeon-holed, mistreated, and legally 
discriminated against by listening to a LOT of music, doing a LOT of 
research, and writing irritated letters and FB posts. ;)  A couple of 
irritated letters are turning into notes and phone calls that nobody is 
expecting.  So I’m busy with that, and should not blog until the notes 
and phone calls are kinda if not done then at least in progress.  That 
doesn’t mean that’s going to be the case, though.
Stuff that’s gonna be on this blog: Irishness, writer and reader 
geekery, snakey geekery, science geekery, Jewishness, disability, word 
nerdness (coined phrases), bears, snark, sarcasm, probably some stuff 
about cats because this is the Internet, and possibly some plugs for my 
other blog that is not my personal one in cases where it is relevant to 
the discussion.
I’m trying to do Facebook less and Practice Being a Writer. I have 
this series I am planning, you see, and I need to exercise writer brain.
ETA: This is a copy of a blog that I was keeping at Wordpress but that wasn't working.  I have my disability and faith blog at Wordpress and this blog here at Blogspot, despite the fact that I really hate Google. It's here for the moment, anyway, because I like the features of these two sites, and like sites like LiveJournal/Dreamwidth worse.
 
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